If only the world could see what I feel

                                      then would the world , know who I am

                                    I’ve loved, lost and feared the word

                                  For it is sometimes too much to bare

                                Control!, power, is what I fear

                              For I am weak inside and full of pain

                            I shout and cry, but knowing

                          there is nobody there to hear me

                         I swallow the shame and anger

                          that lies beneath me

                            I am lost to reality and living in time

                              though I am struggling through life

                                and all that is offers , I am only human

                                  and that is makes me….me

                                    still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure

                                  that I have earned, but realize that, I have

                                not yet overcome the world’s greatest challenge

                              love, and how to accept it

                          I am ready to face my fears.